so how was my christmas?
well I can't say I enjoyed it, but I'll defenitly remember it..
"whats that shit on your arms? are you collecting garbage?"
I just nodded and tried to smile, yeah it was very funny. my grandmothers guy sune is really charming.
and then there was the ride there, two hours in the fucking stinking car since they missed the turn off. the whole time sune is sitting there with all the windows closed and smoking. you can imagine.
anders tried to be nice to me so it was not that bad.
everything turned out ok though when I got to my aunt suzanne. we kinda spent the rest of the night in their couches talking and eating chocolate
the last incident was when I got the brilliant ide that in the middle of the night go down the stairs to get the loader to my cell, it says swish! and there I am flying down the stairs, I think suzanne got more upset than me.. so now my butt hurts

I'v got this feeling latley that I am socially incapable, or maby I just need to see some friendly faces, enough whining, ^^ hate emotions they are really irritating, aren't they? and they never do as you want.. and you aren't suppose to feel lonley when there is people around, right? ok so now I'm babbeling.. *stopping it*

anyway thank you for your christmas present sweetie! what would I do without you^^